If you are reading this,
no doubt that my soul has been claimed,
no doubt either of the reason why,
let me say first off that it was not the Zoloft,
this was a choice that has pleagued me for quite some time…

Now, I’m sure we all know how, and why,
as for the when, I am uncertain, it
though, as I’m typing, is 10:45am, I am
home alone (which hasn’t influenced my
actions).

To do with my corpse, I wish to be
cremated and spread into the ocean quite
a ways out, by pops. Along with my body I
wish each of the following people to
include one item of mine that they wish
to be burned.

I wish for distribution of my property to
go to [FRIEND1 L.], below will be a number at
which to reach her.
As for a funeral ceremony I hope you
throw a small gathering, of which I wish
[GIRL] nor her family to be informed as
to not plague the new found happiness,
and I wish [DAD] and [WIFE] not to
attend, to which would probably be not a
problem. Please invite [FRIEND2 C.], [FRIEND3 K.], and
[FRIEND1] among the rest of the family. As for
those who did or did not chose and item
to be burned with me I wish them to speak
of what and why they chose what they did.

As my final thoughts I wish to be
remembered as the one thing I strove to
be but never was, a Hero…

And I leave you all with these final
words “Like a wolf among sheep, I am a
beast in flesh, walking upright among
men.”

Taylor Martin McLaughlin
10:59am Monday, May 21, 2007