I started to write on November 23, 2008. It’s actually turning into a book, lol. It seems I only wrote the cliff notes so far but it was very freeing to get onto a notepad what has happened to me and Jazmin over the past few months. There was so much going on all at once, our heads were spinning. I am proud of myself and Jazmin for how far we have come. I really tried not to shit sling in the next 3 blogs I’m about to post. At times, I have almost wanted to take out the anguish these months have caused out on someone else. I haven’t and I won’t. Writing has done so much good.

It also helps me when people ask me, “What has been going on?” or “Why did you move so far away?” For me to explain verbally has been almost impossible as one cannot understand one part without knowing about another. I broke them down into months. I will continue till current. I only have April, May, June, and July so far. August, September, and October will be really interesting too.

I think I will keep all these and add to them, get more descriptive with them, and add more of my emotional feelings throughout later on. Then WALLA, a book will be made. I have wanted to do this for quite some time, but as we know with life, timing is everything. I just woke up one day and blazed these out without even proofreading. I hope you enjoy and understand a bit more.

Jazmin is witness to most of this so please refrain from thinking I’m lying in any way. If I had a different story to tell, believe me, I would!

Thank you …. This has been very freeing and a good step in moving forward to healing and conquering our purpose in this life. There are things I left out that were very confusing and frightening and things that I cannot prove right now. I may never know the answers to some of the bizarre occurences that happened to us. But I will just post about what I know to be true so I can get on my life and on to better things….

So, Niccole, Where’d you go and what happened to you this summer?

Here we go…